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BY PETER SOLIS NERY
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Friday, Agusto 4, 2017
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The boldstar from Iloilo
I’M NOT a porn guy. I mean, I’m not naïve. I’ve seen some porn in my life.
Well, “some” means a lot of porn for me. More than enough. But it’s true, I’ve seen a lot, and all sorts of porn.
Name it, I’ve seen it. Hetero, interracial, gay, lesbian, hardcore, double penetration. Including midget porn, cartoon, cosplay, goth, strange fetishes, gangbang, among many others.
But it is as I said, I’m not a porn guy. I collect porn for educational purposes, and for collection purposes only. I don’t watch porn with an addiction.
The first porns that I really owned were gay. I think they were pirated copies of Bel Ami videos.
A fan sold a whole lot to me — 10 titles, 20 CDs, for something like P1,500 in 1998. I was the only “rich friend” he knew at the time, so he offered it to me.
Well, I kept the pirated Bel Ami videos for a while until I was able to buy the originals. Then, I got rid of the CDs because, hey, they’re pirated. And I am against video piracy.
But it is as I said, I’m not a porn guy. When I got rid of the pirated CDs, they were in pristine condition. Just like the way they were when I bought them.
I’m talking about porn today because I met a guy online who asked for my dick photo. I sort of like this guy actually. And I wouldn’t mind him touching me.
But I tell him, I don’t do porn. I don’t have nude photos.
Well, that last sentence is not very true. I have some nude photos. I do sexy photoshoots every now and then. If only to track my body weight, and fat distribution. That is, if I have any body fat to show at all.
But I don’t think I have dick shots. Or if I did, I don’t think those are something I’d like to circulate.
Don’t get me wrong. I’m not shy or embarrassed of my member. I’m rather proud of it. It’s pretty, pinkish, and quite a good size.
Much bigger than the national average in America. Even more impressive than the national average in the Philippines. And most of Asia, come to think of it. What can I say? I got proud Spanish blood in me!
Admittedly, I’m a proud penis man. Why do you think I’ve never ever considered sex change surgery?
I’m a proud gay man. But I’m not comfortable putting out my cock photos out there.
I mean, I do take off my clothes for some of my art. And politics. Like, didn’t I have frontal nudities in my 2016 film “Ikapito nga Adlaw”? Didn’t I ruffle enough feathers when I posed nude for my own “Pierre” magazine in 2003?
But, it is as I said, I only take off my clothes in public for my art.
Nudity for art’s sake! Long live nudity for art’s sake!
I’m pretty much a nudist. When I am at home, I am usually in the nude. Or half nude.
Even in the dead of winter, I still sleep in the nude. Lots of heavy covers and down feather comforters, sure. But still, I sleep in the nude.
Summer, spring, winter, or fall, nothing comes between me and my satin, or fleece microplush, sheets.
I also have no qualms being nude when the situation calls for it.
I mean, didn’t I stir Iloilo, and the world, with my threats of a nude protest in 2005? Remember Arroyo Fountain, Jerry Treñas, Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo’s SONA, at the height of the Garci tapes scandal?
The issue of the day then was moral ascendency. Who has a higher moral standard — the nude protester calling attention to the evil designs of a political crook, the complacent (or numbed?) populace, or the evil politician herself?
By saying I have no qualms going nude, I mean also that I’m no longer a virgin.
Though I do not go around offering my crotch to everyone, I am not timid or bashful.
If somebody has the balls to touch me there, I give them credit for being ballsy. If they know what they’re doing, I may let them go on for a little bit.
The thing is, with me, why just watch my dick photo when you can touch?
So, no. I don’t keep photos of my dick, or ass.
And if I don’t have them, I can’t send them. So, you can ask; and I will tell you No.
Now, if it’s a condition for a meet up, or hook up, I’d still say No.
If I may say so, I am more exciting than my dick. Although, I say again, my member is pretty, pretty impressive, and exciting. And often times, excited.
But I reserve the right to share it only with the people I care about. Or, at least, someone I fancy at the moment.
Decency, guys, decency!
The reason why you cannot put me down as a writer and as a person is because I am always more decent than you are.
I mean, you can be a prude, but that doesn’t make you decent.
You can be a moralist, a puritan goody-goody, but that doesn’t make you decent. It just makes you a prig, and a killjoy. Or a hypocrite!
And just because, like me, you don’t show your dick around, doesn’t put you in the same level or category as I am.
I know a lot of people who don’t show their dicks around. But it’s because they have nothing to show!
Oh, just to be sure, I doubled checked the word “decency” in the dictionary. It means behavior that conforms to accepted standards of morality or respectability.
I maybe a boldstar, but I’m a decent boldstar because my behavior still conforms to accepted standards of morality. Maybe even higher standard of morality than your stupid, lowclass, ignorant, parochial, miseducated people’s morality.
I’m only a boldstar because I go nude in my art. Well, that’s accepted standard.
I’m only a bold person because I go around naked in my own house. That’s accepted standard.
I only let people I care about touch my privates. That’s acceptable standard.
And I don’t send out my dick photos to just anyone. Now, that’s real class!
I’m Peter Solis Nery, and I’m a boldstar. Deal with it. (500tinaga@gmail.com/PN)
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